12th June 2017.
I told myself so many times not to fall for you because its not real but why is it that whenever I see you, without me realising I look into your eyes and say I love you. Why.
breaking news
Its Okay if others dont get what I mean. But Im quite sure I know you well enough. The vibes and everything else on saturday didnt feel like it was you. Maybe it was but in a really different form that I’ve never seen before. And I never imagined you like that. As in, yes you are very strict, get angry fast but I didnt see even a tiny bit of my paasakara Jadamuniya when you were talking to me. I couldnt wait to leave the place and I have never felt like that before at all. You get what I mean right? My ayya isnt like that and I know that very well.
Love. Not lust.
14th February 2017.
One of those days days. Keep thinking of what the future has for me and I know that it isnt anything I desire. The more I try not to think about things and move on, the more the tears are rolling down. Is it wrong, I yearn for love? Maybe it is thats why till today I never got what I wanted. Wake up, I dont think you are ever gonna get what you always dreamt of.
4th Feb.
Words are never enough to say how much I adore and love you my DaddyBoy. Thank you for ALWAYS ALWAYS being there for me. I cannot imagine myself being in any other way, other than your daughter. So proud to have you as my DaddyBoy and this bond will never ever change. Even death wont do us apart.❤
27th January 2017.
On a friday morning, your phone decides to fall into the toilet bowl, you know its not gonna be a good day.. You feel like all this pain will never end. Your eyes get teary knowing you will never go back to how you were. Waking up everyday feeling like a burden to everyone. Waking up realising you are not normal. Smiling and laughing like everything’s fine but deep inside you know nothing’s right. People judge you along the way, in school, at home… Just because they arent going through what you are, they dont know whats it like to be like this they definetly dont have the rights to judge you right? What did I do to deserve all this pain, not physically but emotionally. What?
I had a feeling there was something wrong with me. I guess I was a mystery even to myself.
This is news?
it was pretty obvious
grass is green. the sky is blue.
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